I had a great night tonight.
Remembering to not judge things and others by what they’ve achieved and strip them from all external things and just see the soul. To sense it plainly because deep down that is what they truly are.
I look up to a lot of people and feel nervous talking to them but when I see them as people I can relax and talk to them as if they are normal, which they are. Others might not even want to be judged by their accomplishments and to connect to a person on a human level, I must remember that they are human.
As for how I perceive myself. I feel that I haven’t done anything at all worth mentioning, and I judge myself accordingly. But I shouldn’t even think like that. If I strip away everything but my soul, disregard external things like possessions and accomplishments I’m not doing so bad.
When I draw I must remember to treat my ‘work’ with sincerity and not to attach judgement, thinking “This will be good” or “This one is going to be ugly.” I will just do and accept the experience.